Depression

Depression

like yelling

in a sound-proof

cell.

Perspective

Perspective

life's scale

for the magnitude

of my failures.

Matrimony

Matrimony

involuntarily

premeditated

resentment.

Bliss

Bliss

a flash 

in the

obscure void.

Solitude

Solitude

choking on

your own

anguish.

Apathy

Apathy

lead me

to my

auto-destruction.

Imminence

Imminence

knowing when I die

would make me more

systematic.

Love

Love

so agonizing

it's almost

venomous.

Will to live

Will to live

grows fainter everyday

fall asleep hoping

I won't wake up.

Boredom

Boredom

fatigued

tedious

apathetic.

Joints

Joints

vicious circle

never

suffice.

Horticulture

Horticulture

hps

hydroponic

a crime.

Hobby

Hobby

enfatuation

pastime

financial liability.

Death

Death

ew

that's gross

show it again.

Poo

Poo

fixation

fascination

Goatse.cx

Future

Future

impending

nameless

mortifying.

Addiction

Addiction

exclusive

arch 

nemesis.

Childhood

Childhood

so 

painfully

vivid.

Criticism

Criticism

imminent

afflictive

seldom constructive.

Cyber Insomnia

Cyber Insomnia

fuck

it's morning

already.

Internet Procrastination

Internet Procrastination

chaotic

humdrum

hitler.

Ambition

Ambition

aspirations

concessions

derelict.

Day Dreaming

Day Dreaming

day dreaming

fuck day dreaming

too tired.

Bongs

Bongs

inhale

wheeze

vegetate.

Hofmann

Hofmann

incesstant

arbitrary

excessively obligating.

Ignorance

Ignorance

aggravating

my own

excruciating.

Ethanol

Ethanol

ephemeral

excessive

exagerrated.

THC

THC

euphoric?

sedated?

numb.

Farts

Farts

attempting to excrete

only flatulence

labour of sisyphus.

Laziness

Laziness

the futility

of human endeavour

rationalized.

Nihil Novi

Nihil Novi

went out
got inebriated
nihil novi.

Lethargy

Lethargy

feeling lethargic

want to rest

but can't.